i never felt my children.

although the force was strong with them,

i never felt them.

 

senator Bail Organa adopted my daughter, Leia.

and my step family adopted my son, Luke.

 

Obi Wan did well hiding them from me, so i wouldn't kill them.

kill my own children.

 

Leia lived in a placa, and luke was a farmboy.

and thinking that they are twins.

 

when Leia was 14 years old, she came infront the empror,

to discuss about issues,

when Bail looked at me, he was worry.

i felt that there is a secret, a big one.

but i didn't read it, i wasn't intrested.

 

somehow, the young princess looked like Padme'.

i didn't hear what she said.

my feeling were strong.

i thought about Padme'- her mother.

of course i didn't know that she was her daughter.

she has padme's skills.

 

i was amaze.

but she wasn't a lady, like her mother.

she was more like me, a quick mind.

the force was strong with her then.

she was so powerfull, but i didn't feel it.

i didn't feel my daughter.

 

when she left the empror was please.

he asked me if i felt her.

but i didn't answer.

he said that the force was so strong with her,

and she can be my apprantice, a good sith lady.

 

i didn't think about it, all i thought about was padme.

 

later, i caught her and i tortured her.

i asked her if she wantes to please her father,

but she didn't break.

i almost killed her, but i stopped in the last minute.

she had something... like her mother.

is made me feel so relax.

even then the force was strong with her, but i just didn't want to feel her.

 

my son was like me, lived in Tatooin.

my home planet. i place i rather forget.

so i never wanted to feel him.

 

but before he destroyed the death star

 i felt the force and the present of Obi Wan Kanobi.

right after that he blew up the DS.

 

few years later, the empror told me that the young rebal,

 was actually young Skywalker, my son.

i didn't belive it.

it was too much for me.

 

so i did everything to turn him to the light side,

so i won't hurt him.

i told the truth about his father,

and even after that he belived in me.

 

i didn't search more to his sister.

i knew only about him.

but when i read his mind, i learned about his twin sister,
my daughter... princess Leia Organa.

 

then i realized what the empror told me,

 that she can be a great sith lady.

she is my daughter,

and the force is strong with her.

and she wasn't trained as a jedi before.

 

so i have nothing to lose.

 

in the end.

my son was stronger then me,

he bit me... but he didn't turn the dark side.

i stood up.

the empror begun to kill him.

i couldn't see how he os killing my own son.

i did all the wrong decisions, so i had to do the right one.

 

i lifted the empror an i threw him away.

i killed him.

i killed the one who killed me.

i was free at last.

 

i knew i am going to die.

but i didn't worry, i am Anakin again.

the father of twin... Leia and Luke.

my son freed me.

 

after i died, i appeared on Endor.

and i saw for the first time my twin children...

i can never forget it.

this was the first time my daughter, looked at me and smiled.

 

 

i never was bad,

i wasn't bad at all...

in fact i was selfless.

when i was young i risked myself to help others.

not like now,

then, when  i did it, i caused nothing.

but now, i am the reason why my wife

and my unborn child are died.

i don't have anyone.

the only one i have is the emperor,

but the sith lords can't  feel love.

and i turned to the dark side because of love.

 

i risked my own life to help padme',

once, when i was young.

because of her i left tatooin and i started my life again,

as a jedi.

 

being a jedi... this is something unforgettable

unlike the sith, they can feel something

they are selfless,

just like i was.

 

i couldn't stop thinking of her,

even 5 years after i left as a nine years old slave.

i always thought about her.

and then, one night i saw her leading an

army against a man in a black armor,

i was frightened!. but now i know,

i know too well.

 

i wish this dream was true!

i rather being against her, then being

the cause of her death.

but 10 years after i left her as a child,

i met her as an adult.

i coudln't talk when i first saw her,

 i was amaze of the beauity!.

she was just like in my dreams.

 

when we were together on Naboo,

i looked at her differently, in a way i know i'm

not allowed to.

i lost my self when i kissed her,

i can still feel it.

it was my very first kiss, 

with my very first love. 

 

but i lost her.

forever.

 

she told me she cannot do it,

she cannout let me give up my futuer for her,

but i can give up much more then my futuer

for her, 

i can kill my self for her....

 

but after the battle,

after she told me the truth

we got married.

when i was a slave, and i looked at her i never

thought about getting married

i never thought about having children from her. 

but that was the happiest moment of my life.

 

i always knew padme' wanted a normal life,

with children,

but it was impossible with me.

3 years after our wedding, i was informed

i'm gonna be a father.

she was happy, more then happy!

it was her dream, and i knew it.

i never thought about children, i was a child by myself.

but if it makes her happy!

then i am happy.

 

when i was a slave my mom told me if i will ever have kids,

i need to make sure they will be happy. no matter what.

 

i never told anyone about my wife,

 but when padme' was pregnet it was difficult.

i was the closest persone to padme'...

people suspected  me and my connection with her. 

Obi Wan was trusted,

and he never asked me anything.

but one night i hade a vision of her dying in childbirth.

i knew i cannot let it happen,

as i said!

i rather die by myself then losing padme'.

i was desperate,

she wanted to make sure the baby will be

all right.

but i never thought about it.

i never thought about the baby,

it was only me and padme',

i knew, if i'll save her i'll save the baby as well

but if have to choose, i rather lose the baby

then my angel.

 

palpatin told me about a sith legend,

about a sith lord who

could save the people he loved.

later i found out that palpatin was a sith lord.

i ran to his apartment,

because i knew he is my only hope...

to save padme'.

mace was upon palaptin,

but i cut off his hand and palpatin finished him.

i was lost....

lost and confused...

knowing i did something terrible...

i pledge myself to him!.

the only thing i have in my life now

is padme'.

 

palpatin (sidious) ordered to kill all the jedi in the temple.

i walked there, and i killed each one...

 even the younglings!

i killed children,

and i'm gonna have a child,

am i gonna be a good father?

i don't think so. 

i was lost....

i went to mustafar,

i put end to the war, this is what padme' asked me to do.

padme'....

she is the only person on the world who can love me

no matter what.

isn't she?

i'm not sure about this now.

but when i saw her ship coming,

i ran to her, i knew that she is in the 9th month,

and she can give birth any time.

she started to tell me what obi wan told her about me,

i didn't listen.

she told me she only wants my love.

i didn't listen.

she told me to come back to her.

i didn't listen.

in my mind i thought "it doesn't matter" 

everything will be fine!

i told her to join me, to rule the galaxy together.

she didn't listen.

she didn't accept the truth... that i was gone

gone for good.

she began to cry,

i cannot resist it.

but then i saw Obi Oan leaving the ship,

i was angry! i thought she brought him to kill me

i was wrong.

she loved me

she was the only one.

i choked her, i choked my love...

but i didn't know that

i guess this is why i choke people now,

because now i know it hurts!.

she fell down...

Obi Wan tried to turn me back,

but i didn't listen.

to me he was the bad guy now.

and we started dueling...

in the end he cut off  my limbs...

the lava covered me...

i told him i hate him

and he told me he loved me,

i was like his brother.

so... there is another person who loved me!

why  didn't he tell?

why did i have to feel so lonely?

but it was too late now....

 

the emperor found me,

he took me to a rebuilt.

the pain made me more powerfull.

now i know that while i was rebuilt...

my wife gave birth to my offsprings,

yes offsprings.

she was brave enough and gave birth to twins,

to my children... half mine half hers.

she died because of me, she died with love,

she died saying that there it still good in me.

 

when i was finished, i asked about padme'

i was told that she is died.... because of me.

i understoon that i was the reason.

the reason to her death.

i killed my wife and my child.

i am a monster.

 

 

later i'll torture my daughter without knowing it, and i felt good about it.

but somehow there was something in her.

i tortured padme's daughter.... this is like i tortured her!

and i cannot do it.

she looked like her mother, but she behaved like me.

my son blew up the death star.

am i supposed to be proud?

i'll torture my daughter's love, and i know what is love

it made me get tortured.

i'll cut off my son's arm.

what have i done?!

what have i done do padme's children?.

to my children.

i know leia hated me,

what there is love in me anyway?.

but luke....

he knew there is still good in me,

and he was right.

looking at him was like looking at me at the same age.

a lost my self....

again.

 

when i dueled with him, i read his thoughts.

i learned i'm a father to twins.

i have a boy and a girl.

did padme' know it?

did she had a chance to see her children?

our children.

she gave her last breathe to me,

she knew thre is still good in me.

she was right.

when i saw the emperor torturing luke, i came to my senses.

i couldn't let me son, padme's son die.

so i killed palpatin

i fulfilled my destiny.

i was born to do it.

and i died because i did it,

and my boy helped me.

i told him to tell  leia that luke  was right.

i wish i could see her again,

 i know how much she suffered becuase of me.

 

and so,

when i became one with the force i met my old friends...

and i finally got the chance to see my twins,

luke&leia smiling to me.

obi wan and yoda were happy as well....

 

the only thing i feel sorry about... is leia.

becuase of me her mom is died.

becuase of me her planet is destroyed.

she still has scars from my actions  .

and i never had the chance to see her with my own eyes..

with anakin's eyes.

when i begged her to forgive me,

 she didn't forgive.

i can understand.

but later. i was present in the birth of

my first grandchildren... i had to be there,

because i never saw my the birth of my children...

i never held them.

and this was my chance.

 

later, leia named her youngest child after me,

i knew she learned to forgive me.

i appeared in front of my grandchild, jacen.

and in front of my son, luke.

 

they are my only family,

 i have to help them.

i wish my wife could see me now,

i wish she could see her children and her grandchildren now,

becuase this is all thanks to her.

but i know i have to be with my family.... 

i cannot let them suffer again,

and i cannot let them make the same mistakes that i made.